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I’m really fucking horny. and its a night where every ones busyy. damn it.

you cry and whine to me about how worried you are about people not liking you and losing friends. youre a bitch more than half the time, you make the friends you do have feel like shit, you dont listen to what anyone else has to say, you call everyone an asshole . yeah, I would be worried too.

I dont think you can consider us “best friends” when you constantly make me feel like a terrible fuckig person all the time and I tell you everything but you dont tell me anything. im about to go off on your ass. you are so lucky I dont like to share my feelings and have a heart unlike you, you cold hearted bitch. fuck you for making me feel like shit.

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we hung out, the three of us today. my best friend, the guy and me. it was a lot of fun and we went to sky zone. when we were all done she went and put her shoes away first and we slipped a quick kiss in. it was the littlest thing but it definitely made my day and it was the first time anyones really kissed me out in public. I cant wipe the smile off my face.

” Who decided that it was ok for us to pick ourselves apart for every flaw, mistake, or imperfection we find..? What happened to just loving all of it for what it is, all of us for who we are? I guess that place where guilt, fear, and judgement don’t exist is hard to see sometimes.. I’ve been there though, many times, It exists!! Some things seem to make us forget.. I’m going to remember where it is, and live there -Come with me.”

I just told you that the guy you like and i hung out… the truth is that we did more than hangout and I can never tell you because you would hate me. I would hate me too. I feel so bad too because youre always so down on yourself and honestly you are an amazing person but people dont realise it. the universe is oblivious to great things. please stop being so hard on yourself.

ohhh boyyy. I just got myself into some trouble.

your laugh is the cutest.

I don’t know how you feel about your whole situation.

I can’t stop smiling around you.

as we cuddled our breathing was in sync.

I just want to keep kissing you.

but i know what I did was wrong because my best friend likes you.

thiiis bitch. she comes over my house to spend the night at 1:30am every single time and is mad at me because I have plans tomorrow during the day without her. im about to go off. sleep with one eye open.

so im on vacation in new jersey for the week and we just got here today. but all today guys keep checking me out and talking to me and it feels so good to be noticed by random guys. and theee thing was I was being my weirdo not caring self and guys would walk by checking me out or saying something. point is I need to be more outgoing to reel in the guys.